Sometimes the realization of how alone I am really sinks in. Three years later and you still fuck up every opportunity I have of moving on with my life. Three years later and I have still yet to give myself to anyone that really deserves it, only the ones that didn’t. I tell myself all the time that what transpired between me and you didn’t completely change me forever, but who am I kidding. Marriage, divorce, new beginnings. It’s all such a beautiful and disastrous mess.
I am such a massive mess. Deep deep deep down, I have so much hiding. Not anything anyone could handle, or that I would wish on anyone to handle with me.
But isn’t that everyone’s story.
Everyone’s hiding something.
Everyone’s fighting things
Funny how everyone can be doing something and you still feel so
im fucking crYIN G omfg
I will NEVER not reblog this. ONE OF THE BEST SNL SKITS THEY HAVE EVER DONE!!!